Jurney

Even the beginning of the trip we met. She introduced me :''Jeny Mo''.I answered:'' Amelia Solez''. The train moved. A rest I started pawing through my purse as I found chewing gum. I like something to chew and nibble on while traveling. It seems to me that that's what the more I enjoy the journey. I'm lucky that I have a good metabolism so I do not have to constantly take care about how much and what to eat. While just sit and ride I noticed a great accessory. She noticed that I watch bracelets and necklaces. She asked with a friendly smile: Do you like it? I replied:''Yes they are very beautiful and colorful. So she started to talk about bracelets.She told me it was her hobby. I thought:''Just a hobby?'' Well, that would be a nice win.
While we were talking I found out that she is architect and was married and had a son 3 years. Of course she was the first person I told how I got here, and that happened to me, "Mr. married." I felt a great relief. For days I had to share it with anyone. It bothered me and created a lot of pressure in my chest, as if it will break. It's amazing how I confided to a stranger, and I had not had the strength to tell someone with whom to close.
We arrived in Lugano , greeted each other and each went on their way.I just arrived at my destination and dropped the bag next to the bed. I went out on the terrace which offered amazing views of the entire city and wonderful lake. I breath deeply and didn't thinkong about anything else what , except beautiful landscape that stretched infront of me.

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Man for one night  ...

Meet friend, work and despeir

The second week in another country. It's not easy.You don't have with whom to talk. I cry alone in the room and calling in question my decision that I should stay. Before I came here,  I solved the problem about job in Boston. They let me work for their firm here.I had to use 2 weeks of vacation upon arrival. I have not heard with my friends from Boston. In fact when they called ,but I have not answerd to tell them.
  The eighth day is that I crying and eating chocolate. The TV was not interested in anything other than an advertisement of Lugano. I decided to visit a place and use 6 days of vacation I have left. The list of a few places that I visited on the way from Zurich to Lugano has been made. I packed only the most basic and the most important thing. It all fit in one small suitcase and camera around my neck. When I enterd the train I sat next to a Chinese woman and her face when she saw me, told me that this journey will begin a new friendship.

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Jurney ... what a pleasure...

New home

I decide to tell you my story.
Hope you will read it.
I will do my best.
And the story begins:
   About a year ago ,I mowed from USA to Switzerland.Many people here have asked me :"Way?"My answer was very simple :"Because of love." Men of my life live here and I decided to accept his marriage proposal.But I made one mistake.I came here to surprise him,but I was the only one surprised.He is married.When I sow that I think I am dead.He had family wich he never talk about.How could I know?The only explanation he gave me was that he proposed me at the time he thought his marriage fall apart.So ,he leave me. In the moment I wanted to tell him: "I leave you  idiot",but it wasn't worth any more.
    My dreams are demaged.I can't back to Boston,to explaing my friends and family my sadnes,also I told them  that I leave USA because of job.It was very hard to me.I made a decision to stay and start new life away from past life,wich lowe destroyed .

In next post: Meet friends,work and despeir

I like these days

Beginning

   Morning at the window, call me to make a cup of coffee. A new day, a new beginning. Beginning of my blog. I've been thinking a lot about what specifically was the blog. I had a couple of ideas that I wanted to write. I could not make a decision,but after the morning coffee I decided to write about all the things I love: the beauty of life, the little things I love, fashion, nature ...
   At the beginning of this we spend together I want to share with you some photos that make me smile.

LOVE YOU ALL

AMELIA SOLEZ