Thursday, May 23, 2013

Meet friend, work and despeir


The second week in another country. It's not easy.You don't have with whom to talk. I cry alone in the room and calling in question my decision that I should stay. Before I came here,  I solved the problem about job in Boston. They let me work for their firm here.I had to use 2 weeks of vacation upon arrival. I have not heard with my friends from Boston. In fact when they called ,but I have not answerd to tell them.
  The eighth day is that I crying and eating chocolate. The TV was not interested in anything other than an advertisement of Lugano. I decided to visit a place and use 6 days of vacation I have left. The list of a few places that I visited on the way from Zurich to Lugano has been made. I packed only the most basic and the most important thing. It all fit in one small suitcase and camera around my neck. When I enterd the train I sat next to a Chinese woman and her face when she saw me, told me that this journey will begin a new friendship.

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Jurney ... what a pleasure...

Friday, May 17, 2013

New home

I decide to tell you my story.
Hope you will read it.
I will do my best.
And the story begins:
   About a year ago ,I mowed from USA to Switzerland.Many people here have asked me :"Way?"My answer was very simple :"Because of love." Men of my life live here and I decided to accept his marriage proposal.But I made one mistake.I came here to surprise him,but I was the only one surprised.He is married.When I sow that I think I am dead.He had family wich he never talk about.How could I know?The only explanation he gave me was that he proposed me at the time he thought his marriage fall apart.So ,he leave me. In the moment I wanted to tell him: "I leave you  idiot",but it wasn't worth any more.
    My dreams are demaged.I can't back to Boston,to explaing my friends and family my sadnes,also I told them  that I leave USA because of job.It was very hard to me.I made a decision to stay and start new life away from past life,wich lowe destroyed .



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